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suicidal thoughts ? you decidesuicidal thoughts?
you get to decide that
this is aint famous last words
these words spoken from the heart
from the heart above
it;s been years since you been that down
it's been years since your last try
why do you wanna bring them up
bring out the pain and sorrow
you have in your heart
it's there for a reason to make you
who you a re
not to make you feel so rough
where you touch no emotion there
where you see no colors appear
in total blackness is your world
with thought so black and bad
you thinking of your last moments
before you pull the trigger
here you are now with me
hell on earth ve seen
but no hell is like this
four closed wall
one door for one meal
never see the light again
never fell the air again
welcome to my life
my good old friend
pain vs angerwounds will heal
scars will go away
one thing will stay on and that memories
memories of the past of the future of then present
people choose to forget about their past
just put a big wall right in front
seal it locked it and hide it away
past is not a sin ,past is not a crime
past made you who you are
past helped you not to die
open the gates and let you past flow in
learn again feel again ,
let it hit you one more time
let it crush you one more time
only then you learn what really you did wrong
don't let the anger take you down
take the pain and learn to live with it
cause till you have your
"once in a lifetime chance "
wanted to or not you ll know pain
you ll know fear and anger
fear will get you nowhere
anger will go away but if block away
all of your memories anger will take on
and let the pain go away
but that will just happens once till then
just wait here still and fight for not to be dead
when you finally get you
"once in a lifetime chance "
EasterRemember what you love,
you with sand in your teeth
and the feral burn of hunger
in your eyes.
God sends his regrets.
He made you grasping and slow,
in a late hour
when the wine washed low.
Remember what you love.
Fall to your knees in the toss
and the swell, quell
the appetite of the cold black sea.
Beg blessings for your home
and the salt-sick trees.
Reach what lies near:
the fat-faced child, the sweet-soft lamb;
tether the tantrum, trickle the blood.
Offer psalms to what is holy,
whisper the name of what you love
as it bobs in the bleak mad sea.
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